Monday

Well Soaring Eagle isn't going as I thought. I have a patio but can't use it. There are no seats outside anywhere, construction! So I could have sat on my own patio. Tried to golf the par 3 course today. Got about 6 or 7 holes...too tired, too out of breath. Had to take a nap. When I get tired, I get really cold, I actually shake, and I get real weak and shaky. This is the most discouraged I've felt. I  want to feel my fingers and toes. I don't want to be this person, I want to be me again. I'm feeling sorry for myself and I don't do that. Tomorrow I'll drive with Jerry while he golfs and then dinner with my friends so pity party over for today.